Geez, Papa Cheese Louise!

Well he specifically said that "Aku tengah usha dia woh" and I was like, "-.-" Ugh damn. Does this happened all the time? I mean, I don't get whoever I want or whatever I want. Anyway, it's a small crush. No big deal.

MOVING ON

Amar's got a new girlfriend (thankgod!) and I'm looking forward to meet her. He said I'm going to love her. I'm not sure about that but I think yeah, atleast he'd moved on. It gets kind of sick when your own bestfriend can't move on . Ha ha I'm talking to myself :p

I don't feel like blogging now so I'm off.

and yeah, I'm not going to be back any soon. Trial's a month awayyyyyy. So bye.

exactly how I feel right now.

That was Arctic Monkey's A Certain Romance. Hah, I can't help but sing along to that verse. Okay now the weather's hot, I'm sweating like pig while waiting for my sis to pick me up just now. What is it with people using plastic bags? Use biodegrable ones instead, you ignorant people! You could choke a baby for Pete's sake. I'm starting to talk like crap, but seriously it's bothering me. I know that SO sounds like one of those protect-the-environment talks but what the hell? Ha ha. I'M FUCKING BORED. Haih I know I swear a lot in my blog but trust me dear bloggers, I don't in real life. Well, not ANYMORE, just--

Damn this pre-menstrual syndrome is really realistic,man. No shit. I'm halfway through this pain in my stomach and just now one chinese guy sort of pushed me,I feel like screaming "Piss off will ya?". Tsk Tsk. But instead, I ended up steering at him. PORKFACE. School was okay. Absorbed, like 50 percent knowledge today. What's the deal with earth as a sphere? Logitudes, latitudes, Greenwich meridian, equatorials. That's so Geography,man. It's nt like I hated Geo, just not so fond of it,yeah? No no scratch that. Okayy MAYBE I hated Geo. I know we lived on earth and stuff,but whyyyy?

Bruce the cat is getting better. Alhamdulillah. No more of that stomach-thingy problemos. But the Three Muskuteers stank. Think I'm going to give em a nice bath this weekend.

GirlsCreedlers_ovr

If someone ever asked me whether I know any other language other than Bahasa and English, I would so say " Of course aa.Pftt" Ha ha Spanish? Ahh si mica, es tu madre si? Tranquila tranquila! Aye aye aye. Ha-freaking-ha. Of course I don't. I can't generally speak other language but I know some words.

MOVING ON...

Another attempt towards having a great day and yes you got it right.FAILED WITH FLYING COLOURS. God, a bunch of bastatrds shuffling their feet in the middle of school corridor is just plain shit. Man, get a life! What do you expect? People drooling over,like, "oohhhh you shuffleeee" HAH! I think not. But some bit of laugh-until-my-stomach-lurches-with-Axierra had made this day so-so

Hm funny thing, monkeys are smart these days. Chaotic. Boom. HA ha ha? I heard this true story from Hidayah. She went to eat with Zul and Nadia at Tc's McDonalds and they were eating outside. She ordered a McFlurry and this one crazy monkey went up to the table and eat that ice cream. SMARTYPANTS. Just this morning, my mom told me to keep the cats in the cage. you know why? She said " Wei monkeys now, gigit your kucing baru tau. Yesterday I saw one, digging our trash bin" I'm like, " Ma? Monkey gigit kucing?" "Yes lah". There goes the woman I love.

Corpus luteum, foetus, placenta, etcetera etcetera. All these terms are making me feel nervous about getting pregnant. ugh,man, just imagine. Our cervix right now? Some baby will somehow grow in it dude. Like, a baby will eventually, one day come out from your vagina. Now I'm wondering why I took Biology instead of Lukisan. All these Lukisan students were talking about tangents and isometries. and I'm talking about how to prevent pregnancy using contaceptives. Lucky.

SPM is a few months away. and I'm not revising anyrhing just yet. Kill me.

Zooey Deschanel

I know I know this is like, my third blog for today but wth? I feel like writing today. Maybe i feel like I'm all by myself. The weather now is kind of like the weather that could burn down your skin. I'm facing this flat laptop screen typing typing. Typing. I'm fucking typing words that meant nothing. Okay here's the dealio. My vocabulary isn't that bright, yeah? But eventually I love monologue-ing. Is that right? Monologue-ing? Tell your faces. Ha-fucking-ha. Anyway if ever someone asked me why do I have two hands and that would be so simple. My left hand? I use it to write and draw. Yeah I was born a leftie. Flashing back, there's this one day at kindergarden, I was the only one who uses my lefthand to draw and colour. And frankly my friends thought I was handicapped. Pretty convinced that was true, I ended up crying to my mum. She strictly told me that I wasn't and stop being such a crybaby.  But it was different in primary school, they were pretty awed by my drawing skills. Oh yeah. I love drawing. Infact I find myself doodling or scribbling towards any paper in front of me. It's the gene I get from my dad,he's an engineer.

Where was I now? Oh my righthand. Well despite for eating, I use it for nail-clipping. Pretty dandy.

I love reading, makes my little brain expand and fantasise towards some bit that even I won't even dare to go. Righteous. But sometimes there are some words that I don't get the meaning of it and I'll ended up asking my mum. And if my mum said "I have no idea what that meant my dear why don't you go and flick through that expensive dictionary i bought you huh? " and yeah she said that sarcastically. Ha ha. SARCASM IS THE KEY TOWARDS DROWNING OUT TO BE A LOSER. So anyway, I went on flicking through the dictionary and then,boomers. I fucking hate it when you've already found the word but the meaning's contain a word that you eventually don't understand,too and you had to search for the meaning of that word instead. i mean that's a twice hard work,innit? FRICTIONARY

For the record, this is one of my favourite band. This song is unh! HAHA once I said that 'unh!' , macam nak terkeluar tahi lah kan ha ha.

Lend your ears to this band, they're amazing. Trust me.

The lyrics are simple yet they're enduring and straight. Pretty much portray what I'm going through right now.

Hm enough said? I'm evolving remember? sort of. Pftt.

Damn damn damn

ugh school's stressing me out

somebody pleeeaaaseee take SPM away from me :(

Second day of this new image HAHA yesterday went shopping for long sleeves and scarves.Really excited :)

I got a lot of reactions from my friends. A LOT.

I wanted to shout to everyone,

Hey I'm still me, just that I have a new image. That's all. It's not like I'm going to be anyone else or some sort of personality changing :I

Yeah, I'm pretty bummed out. So toodles.

so i'll talk in malay lah cause it'll be such a crap if i speak in english when it comes to this ha ha.

Okay, kenapa lah kan bila nak berubah jadi baik, damn SUSAH gila. Kalau nak buat jahat macam whoa tak payah fikir banyak kali pun. Straight away buat. Tsk Tsk.

I'm not going to talk like a ustazah or per se, but it sort of sound like one of those talks.

Pardon me I'm not that perfect myself, just that I feel like writing and that's what this whole blogging thing is about kan? Hm yes hati dah terbukak nak pakai tudung and this time for real :)

Yeah, macam tak percaya. I wore it this morning when I'm at work. Reactions? So many of 'em.  Takut memang takut akan bukak balik but I have this big faith in myself that I wouldn't do that. I feel like proving to those people who'd have one of those stereotype like, "Ah tak lama budak ni berapa minggu bukak balik" Yes, I've been one of those stereotypes and now, rasa berdosa sangat cakap macam tu. Because we never know if they are trying SO hard to wear tudung consistently,and when we said that it's like, being mean to our own religion and not supporting them doing things that Allah loved.

Haih, thinking back about things I did, I meant BAD things I did for these past 16 years is....

Yuna have been a great idol for me. She proved that even if you wear a tudung, you can still play guitar and be fashionable. I LOVE HER. So for now?

Big_mosh

3 habits when I get nervous :

a) my eyes twitched

b) fart

c) my hands get wet

3 songs that makes me want to puke :

a) practically every song that Hilary Duff sang

b) high school musical

c) I'm Leaving by Jesse McCartney, geez, the radios keep on playing that song over and over again.

3 guilty pleasure movies :

a) A Cinderella Story hahaha

b) 27 Dresses

c) Splash! *haha GAY i knoww*

3 celebrity crushes :

a) John Krasinki

b) Johnny Depp

c) Keanu Reeves

3 musicians you'd definitely want to date :

a) Travis Barker

b) Justin Timberlake

c) Alex Turner. haha I could list down 20 if you want :p

3 songs in your MP3 player that you're embarassed people would accuse you as LAME,but still you can't delete it :

a) well this is embarassing HAHA Akhein Khuli from the movie Mohabbatein :p

b) Makhluk Tuhan paling Seksi by Mulan Jameela haha aw aw aw ih ih ih 

c) It's a thailand song I have no idea what the title is but I love it :D

Aresha Axierra Nysa

This is crucial, I mean I am crucial. I'm not a pessimist nor an optimistic person. Wait, isn't that Paramore? HAHA see what I mean?

Today was boring. I played with the Three Musketeers, and got bored again. They scratched the sofa alot so I have to lock them up in the cage back and they go "Meowwww meowwwww" You know that electric-bolt collar for dogs? As in to train em to shut the hell up? At this moment, out of curiousity, do they have it for cats? I would love to get three of it.

Soooo next, I picked up Yamaha and play, play. Out of the blues, I got the intro chord for Almost Lover, yay! :) Then I get bored again so I waltzed to my bro's room and went online and here I am blogging ing ing ing.

Oh you may wonder why I posted this picture. I miss them, that's why. Andd they're a bunch of pretty human beings :)

Axierra with her hearty laugh, you know like, even if the joke wasn't funny but once I heard she laughed I couldn't help but cracked up too. Nysa is the kind of person that does funny things, I mean macam lurus bendul thing,everyone laughs and she'll be like, "Huh? Kenapa korang gelak? " Naivette :)

We're like most girls, we got together and it was the I-don't-know game.

'Want to go to someplace?'

'Sure'

'Where?'

'I don't know. Where do you want to go?'

'I don't care. You decide.'

It could go on until Alaska melted.I couldn't imagine my life without them.No shit.